I think I try to hard to write here.  I type and erase, type and erase.  Time to change, just type.  The other day I wrote something in response to a question asked of me by a complete stranger I was playing Dice With Buddies with.

"At our age we have a lot of history, I think, that makes us who we are...

I have done a lot of things to change my life and be, what I thought, a better person to myself and my kids over the years.  Both before my divorce and after.  Some of those choices were good and some not so much but they all brought me to who I am today and who I will be in the future.  I have no regrets, only stories and lessons.

In the last few weeks, I have had a break down of sorts, quit my job with no future plans, met new people in the most unusual places, and had people from my past come back into my life.  It's just been a ride that I thought was crazy but continues to be wild and unique to anyone else I know." 

When I looked back at what I wrote the next day...I thought, "Exactly."  Random things keep happening that have given me faith that where I am is exactly where I am supposed to be.  I ran into my counselor that got me through my divorce randomly at a small, local ski hill last weekend.  He totally supported everything I have chosen and expressed complete faith in my "have no plan" plan!  It's going to be ok!  I have more faith in the choices I have made lately than I have in years!!